SHEEP

In this post I would like to be mad at me more than I could be mad at anyone else. The crazy thing is ;when presented with someone Else's situation, we have all the answers in the world but when it comes down to taking care of our selves in many different situations we choose not to apply what we know because any time you can sit and give someone the run down on how they should handle their business you can very well decided for yourself, the problem is doing what you want to do against what you need to do. I have this thing to where I like to take preventative measure at all times to prevent something that I didn't like from happening again...and I do just that, However I'm not going about it the right way. I find myself trying to deal with the bad fruit my tree is producing instead of dealing with the tree..if that makes sense to you. I deal and worry myself about the problem at hand and not the problem, the thing or the person that is causing the problems. I also hate to lose and what I mean by that is relationships ( friends, family, love interest) but i am coming to realize loosing some of them could be the best thing for me. I look at everyone in my surroundings as sheep but in every bunch there are wolves in sheep's clothing and they will eat you for everything that you have including your sanity. Whats worst is that we know exactly who they are but we only want to see what we want to see and that's what they want us too. I've come to the point where I'm bout to start pulling wool off those who don't mean me any good and expose their assess for the person that they really are because now matter what you can only move so far when there are wolves amongst you.

P.S ..... just in case you thin this song is about you....you're reading to deep into my personal thoughts lol.